... ok .. im bored .. and well stuck .. between soup and a hard class ... sorta ... im in that horrrible little spance of time when one class has ended and the following class has yet to begin .. and i have no one to hang with at the moment .. so .. here i am ... bored as hell trying to decide if i should go eat some o the soup i swiped from my last class or .. wander around like a zombie .. in search of some brains ta munch upon .. probly patricks cuz .. he wont mind .. much .. and if i do that .. he'll be my zombie slave and carry my soup home for me .. since i have no way o bringin it home ..(i rode a bike over) also .. i am debating if it would be unhealthy to repeat yesterdays events and live off of some nice coin machine gum until class .. well no matter what i do .. wandering around sounds much better than just sittin here bein bored .. sooo ... off i go .. TTFN

ok .. hi .. im in college now .. for those of u who had noticed my lack of .. well .. being around ...
im bored
i got a job
but im still bored
left job .. an hour early .. on accident .. rly ...
still bored...
i miss ma boi .. and ma friends .. of DOOM
still bored ..
is starting ta think that this entry is incognito ..
.. like the pretty poem format
... do you???
???

im a lil less bored now
slightly amussed
i still spell badly tho
now im just takin up space
mmm space
ma hair is short
and i am random
....
and lonely
.. and tired
and sober
.. wait
sober?
y does that matter?
oh well

i go buy some .. over priced crap food
its probly made o napkins
i think
but it costs alot
i guess they use
expencive napkins
mm napkins

i go now
*poof

ok i'm bored ... and sick o waitin 4 the wheel o monotony (on neopets) to stop so i thought id update a bit

no pics tho ... im too lazy to find the cable 4 my camera right now lol

oh sooo ... i can't wait till the grad dance on tues!!! and i cant wait for 2 reasons

1) I'm sick of trying to get everything ready for it ... u kno dress .. makeup ... shoes ... hair .. ect.

2) im sick of the fact that evrything seems to be coming together at the very last minute ... so im still worried about gettting evrything done in time


of course i also dont want it to come because on thursday morning chris leaves for ireland for 2 weeks .. so im gonna miss him while he's gone and im stuck to stay in his room (which is much better than his basement) while he's gone ... so i wont b gettin out much till he gets back on the 13th o july ... which is a friday soo im just alil aprehencive about that whole deally thing too ... it sucks .. oh well .. at least i get full control over chris's puter and game systems while he's gone.. but i'll still be lonely ... sooo if any1 wants to help keep me sane ... add me to ur msn ... cuz i still wanna b social .. i think .. lol ... byes

... im gettin a lil freaked out here! ... im really startin to feel like im part o chris's family,(ooh creepy)cause im about to head out to a BBQ at one of his realatives houses.. so yeah .. its not like its such a bad thing .. its just this is the first time that i've been actually LIKED by any of my bf's families. so its odd to be so, well, social with people i barely know, without feeling all awkward the whole time.. well that might just be because i've been to their house for holiday type things about 3 times now.. so im getting used to them .. tho it sucks that chris's cousin , rob , isn't going to be there cuz he's really amusing. oh well. the only problem with this whole get together is .. EMILY... this girl is one of chris's cousins and .. to be honest she drives me up the wall... and the only way to explain why .. is by saying she's 7.. and has a REALLY HIGH PITCHED VOICE! that and her fondness for calling chris .. "chris chris" is really .. uh irritating .. oh well .. she likes him better so atleast im alittle safe from her. poor chris tho.

ok im just updatin a bit. ...

1) still livin in chris's basement
2)arm almost broke 2 weeks ago but its gettin betta
3) my glasses r still broken
4) im practically a narcoleptic
5) have a blood test comin up to explain above (eew needles)
6) chris wants a kitty - he named it kc
7) im obsessed wit unreal championship 2
8)chris is correcting the spelling of this journal 4 me. just so ya kno
9) i've been goin out wit chris for 6 monthes now (woot)
10) im gonna stop now bye